Showing posts with label desire of the heart. Show all posts
Showing posts with label desire of the heart. Show all posts

Friday, July 15, 2011

the desires of my heart.....


I have been trying to make a Vision Board for so long. Just the thought of gathering up pictures was frustrating to me. I just could not start another project that required paper, magazines, scissors and lots of scraps to clean up.

I decided to create a PowerPoint Vision Board and upload pics from the computer. So much easier and the results are spectacular.

While determining what I truly desire I realize that there was something HUGE missing. I started to cry and actually still crying. woo woo woo. Love. At nearly 54 years old, I do not have companionship and love. Dang! I really did not mean to bring up the heartbreak of this area of my life. I have succeeded at other things but this one area has eluded me. I am not having a pity party at all. I just know this has been my history. I just made myself totally vulnerable before the whole world. shoot!



So I gathered pics to try to represent love and it was so difficult.  What I did decide to do was find pics of the breed of dog I would like to have; the Parti Poodle. Now that is attainable. The love of a dog is wonderful.  I have had dogs throughout my entire life. As an adult, my dogs have helped me to live a full and fulfilled life. Dommi passed away in 2004 and Lexxi passed away in the fall of 2008.



Here is the dog I want:









This is what a Parti Poodle looks like. Isn't she adorable?