The Journey may be rough.....

 

Hello my beloved subscribers and friends,

These past 12 months have been mind boggling. So many things have happened and brought me to my knees.  IT IS TRUE! when you fall from a high place and hit the grown hard...... the only way to go is UP!  Now at this point I am still trying to figure out how to get up, dust myself off, and move forward. lol

I have hit the ground several times in my life but this time is a bit different. I am now 56 years old and new fears come to my mind. I feel quite empty inside but I know better days are coming. Even though I am in this place, this is my BREAKTHROUGH.  I know that on this journey called Life I am on my way to the PROMISED LAND.  I have learned that in all adversity you have a decision to make.
1) is this a horrible, terrible, impossible event and state of life to be in.
2) this place I am in does not feel good and I do not like it BUT in order to get to my destination I have to go through some rough and dry places. I will keep going forward, fall down a few more times but at the end of my journey I will have experienced many places of joy and life riches.

One of the most difficult things is that I do not feel creative and do not have the motivation to create art.  I want to "WANT" to create but I feel stuck. I do a little beadwork when I have the energy and I recently bought a gelli plate and have done a few things. Everyone who knows me knows that I cannot exist without creating. It is my reason for breathing.


So beloved, please reach out to me and share who you are and how you are doing.
What do you love to do?
Are you creative?
Any words of inspiration?
Any ideas for my blog?

Love you,

Patrice